-It is not cute
-It is hell
-Want to order pizza? Too fucking bad
-Want to go to a party? Be prepared to want to leave after 5 seconds
-Need to ask a salesperson for a different size? Guess you’re not getting it
-Hungry but it’s crowded in the restaurant? No food for you
-Social anxiety SUCKS
-It keeps you from doing things you want to do
-It makes you feel like shit
-Stop romanticizing it
-Social anxiety is absolute HELL
“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone.”- Robin Williams (1951 - 2014)
Sorry I’ve been a bit MIA lately.
I started a new job last week that I’m enjoying so far and the week before I worked 15 hours of over time at my previous job so I’ve been a bit busy. I also took to hanging out with someone after work instead of spending my time online.
My new job is great and the people I work with are fantastic.
I’m now in an actual relationship with a wonderful guy named Jon. We went to the zoo yesterday and are going to Long Island this upcoming weekend.
The forgiveness ritual I did a couple of weeks back has helped me greatly and I’m so so happy that that part of my life is officially being me.
The rats are starting to settle into their old age. Vader especially. All he ever wants to do is cuddle with Ghost but Ghost isn’t much a fan sometimes.
That’s really it for now. I’ll try to be on more for those of you who noticed I’ve been missing. Oh and Happy Shark Week!
"I can’t hold on to me, wonder whats wrong with me.."